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Originally Posted by George H.
It hasn't changed... yet
Fixed that for you 
After my insomnia passed and I got back to living I tried to make up for it. Things were fine for a long time. Then through unavoidable circumstances life took a turn for the worse. Then things became better for a long time. This time I let myself down.
I guess there are two points there... life has ups and downs but more important... your life can get better

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I've had my share of ups and downs, but its mostly been down now for about 4 years. Most times when people ask me how long have you felt depressesd I end up lieing about it. Not because I don't want them to know, its honestly seems like far less time. Then after the question has been asked I think about it and realise what I said was wrong. Its usually double the amount of time. I am not sure why my brain does that.
Mental illness runs on both sides of my family, us kids got the double whammy so to speak. My sister has gone through EST and says she is so much better. No way in hell I would do that!
I am glad to hear George that you have had a lot of UP time. Makes me smile to know you've had years of feel fabulous! I wish and hope someday I too can have that.
It will not happen until I have surgery with fingers crossed.