I don't get attached to people I don't like. So if I find myself not likng my therapist- truly- I leave.

I do like my current, T, I liked her a lot or I would not have returned.

And yes, the attachment to her in the beginning scared me so I started pushing her away. And now I guess I just pushed too far because I do not feel connected or anchored to her in any way, any longer.

I feel like her last e-mail to me was a little angry/frustrated. Maybe its time to throw in the towel, so to speak.