The latest one: pumpkin seeds and wasabi. Past weird ones - Peanut butter rolled in chocolate chips. Taco chips drizzled in olive oil and salted. Chocolate chips plunked into a chocolate martini.

And yes, I think my weird eating habits are very related to BPD. The persistent urge to 'fill the void', which of couse food cannot fill. Oh well, in a weird screwed up way, an ED (common with BPD) in my late teens messed my system up so badly I can't overindulge too much or I end up with major stomach pain.