Thank you sujin. I'm crying my eyes out at reading your response.

I think i am just very empathic of what he went through as a child he was adored by his mother and beaten senseless by his father. It breaks my heart that a very talented boy with a beautiful but tainted soul has ended up this way.

Each day is pain, I wish I could take away the distruction his father caused, I've tried, I really have but I just can't.

I've tried to listen, to care, to forgive, to accept responsibility but its just not enough, I can't do any more

xx