I'm sitting looking at the time, realizing that in 6 hours I have to get up and go to the hospital.

Added to this is that a few days ago I simply quit taking ALL of my meds (9 pills a day here) cold turkey. The withdrawal was horrendous. I had to keep the Neurontin for my leg, but that's it really.

I got so tired of being tired all the time, falling asleep while driving and at stoplights. The anxiety, paranoia is coming back full swing here, but I'm going to try to stay off meds or at least go to a doc that doesn't push that many down my throat.

I have a cold and didn't tell the hospital because I can't take the chance that they won't do the surgery. I'm "on vacation" from work right now for this week.......so I'm taking the cold medicine Contac to help.

And of course I had to fight with hubby tonight.........naturally. He's telling me how I couldn't manage without him - pleassssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Anyway, I'll pop back in when I can, barring any problems. Keep your fingers crossed (and toes).

Mary Alice