I really feel for you emptty, Ive been there. I was the same way a couple months ago. Like Leed said can you get to a doctor? I had a lot of pain also with my depression, wasn't sleeping. I was waking up all night long. It was miserable. I feel better now and hope you will to. Is there someone in your house or a relative you can turn to, to try and help you get to a doctor? If not your county hospital will help you.