You don't sound at all crazy to me! You sound stressed out though. You do sound like you need to talk to someone about what you've been though. So, please do go back to your counselor. Your friend has some serious problems, and you are trying hard to be supportive, but, heck, it's hard even for professionals to handle that much stress.

Please get yourself in to that school clinic and talk to someone. You need to take care of yourself. With the stress of finals here, you'll need some help getting through the rest of the semester.

Hugs Emmy

"If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion." -- The Dalai Lama