Hi It's true I use to self harm. What stopped me was I always wanted to be beautiful. People said i was i didn't believe them. I had scars all over my arms. I always hated it after i did it. Yes it felt good at the time. I figured if i ever got over my past. The scars inside me would go away but the scars on my body i owned them they were mine. And will be there a life time. To look at to feel the shame to hide from others. Long sleeve shirts. besides i had enough scars from all the surgery's i'v had in my life already. You can quite it's up to you. It's either i can't or i won't ask yourself which is it? For me i don't want to be left with scars to remind me of who i use to be. I want to see all the beauty in my soul inside and outside me to' Besides I love me.