yeah, I'm not sure either if I would want to do all these things with my T. Of course, if you ask me, I will say yes yes yes, without giving it a second thought. But since I've had a great deal of trouble understanding and accepting that it is a professional relationship, and since my tendency is to get over-dependent, I guess that I am glad that we don't share such a relationship (actually, I can't believe I would be ever saying this!) Still, half of me, secretly wishes I could do all these stuff with him... But, at the end of the day, I'm glad that he's super professional. I know that it's for my own good. Although, sometime I miss a little bit of emotional intimacy. Oh well, there is no point for me to continue this post! It's just a series of conflicting emotions!!