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Schizophrenically inclined people are more often to take strong stances in religion in order to explain their experiences, whether it be strongly Satanic or Christian or whatever. So I can understand your drive to somehow "redeem" yourself from your family's issues, but I don't think that does anything but on a personal level for you. You aren't cursed. If anything, it was the schizophrenia that drove them to be Satanists -- not Satanism somehow cursing your family. It probably looks very much like a curse thanks to cause-and-effect, but we need to remind ourselves that life is full of what we perceive as patterns that are really just natural order & chaos.
EDIT: Most people who practice "witchcraft" or whatever you wish to call it don't actively kill or harm people. Your family is just one of the few exceptions to this rule that gives everyone else a bad name for practicing something otherwise unharmful.
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