I was on everything: almost every drug and booze. I've been clean and sober for 5 days now. I've had as long as 4 years under my belt, but I did it my way and it caused me to lose who I was, still. Doing it my way was almost as painful as drinking and drugging because I just withdrew from society, losing touch with everything imagineable.

I've done meetings, mostly AA. I did 90 in 90 and then stopped going. Now I have no license and really no way to get around. For some reason I feel like I need to go to NA meetings, but I don't know how the heck to get to one because they are a bit far to walk to (I used to have the drugs delivered to me and am not calling the dope man for a ride).