I've been in therapy for about a year because of depression/anxiety, and a lot of pent up issues, including trust issues.

I tend to be a suspicious person and I tend to suspect him as being untruthful at times. He has been nothing but supportive and rock solid and I came a long way but...

Last week, he was a no show to our appointment. I left him a message asking him if we had an appointment and left the office, a little buit stupefied. It is very unlike him. I went out to run some errands in the area and saw him doing some shopping. I did not make my appearance know and ducked away.

I went home and about an hour later he calls and appologizes saying that we did indeed have an appointment, but he was pulled into an emergency, and the nature of it was that he would have been unable to call, which he would normally do. He offered to reschedule at various times, but I was still put off and declined, saying I didn't have time, and we would meet next week.

So I KNOW that if indeed he lied, it was only to protect the both of us from embarassment. But being lied to in a relationship that is built on pure trust and support feels wrong. I'm debating whether to bring this up tommorrow, when we meet again.

Maybe I'm wrong, maybe he has a look a like, maybe I am imagining things.

Any thoughts?