A few days ago I found myself looking at the roof of a building wondering what it would be like if I jumped and if anyone would miss me or not. Then i realized my depression was getting worse and that i have to do something about it. I cant talk to anyone i know at least not yet. I think but talking to others who know what i am going though would be best. My mom would just ask questions i cant answer yet like "Why are you depressed?" I tried talking about it once but it didnt seem to matter. Mabey by explaining how I feel to you then one day i will be ready to tell them.