I am trying not to. I have for years. I want to check out. I long for sleep. Depressin does that. Now, I want to find a better way of coping than just losing consciousness. It's counterproductive. I'd wake up and feel like crap and nothing has improved. I'd just feel worse, which would make me want to keep abusing my meds and use other drugs that aren't prescribed to me. Anything to not feel! It doesn't work. Don't do it. It just doesn't make anything better. Talk to doc about sleep issues, but don't self-medicate.