Bless you, Johnf--know those shaky knuckles, every heartbeat and second of the seven days. They do go by sooo sloooow, huh? Been a lot of years now, but those things we never forget. Rehab was such a relief for me, so safe and reassuring ... I was so afraid I would die if I tried to stop on my own. I did end uo seizuring, so I was lucky to be in hospital by then.
It's a great life, Johnf ... still problems, but so much easier to solve sober.

Hope you can stay in touch, but if not come back after rehab, okay?
Roadie