It isn't how OFTEN you drink -- it's what it does to you, and how it changes you. The fact that you get "hammered" once a month isn't a good sign. And you say that when you're sober you're shy and lazy. When youj're drinking you're the exact opposite -- so the alcohol makes you someone that you aren't!
Just cause you drink once a month doesn't mean anything -- you could still cross that "invisible line" into alcoholism. No one knows when it could happen, or even IF it will happen, but given your background and the family, you're a prime candidate for alcoholism. If I were you, I wouldn't drink.
Just thought I'd give you a word of warning. Don't drink! God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee
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The truth shall set you free but first it will make you miserable..........................................Garfield
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