Hiya Lola yes I think so, also she has decided to change my day and time which I really was angry about, but I suppose now on reflection I know I was being unreasonable, but you see I didn't say all this in session I kept it and left the session angry and I know I shouldn't have, but I just couldn't talk. She got it out of me though so thats why she said i should go in this week and I know she's right. I have spent all my life being able to read people, by how they look or how they say things and loads of other things, but I just can't read T. I just can't and its really getting to me. One minute I like her and I mean I really like her and then bam I actually really can dislike her an awful lot. Its just horrible. I don't want to be like this I really don't and I don't want to be dependant on her or anyone, but it just seems to be happening, and its really very frightening becasue this has never happened to me before and I don't like it. What happens when she's gone and I'm left without her. If that happens then what do I do. Its very scary to be honest. She keeps saying that its okay to be dependant on her, but maybe it is for her, but its not for me. Does this make any sense. OMG I'm sooo losing it. I think I need a miracle lola I really do. This is all so confusing xxx Thanks for caring enough to reply I really appreciate it. Your a star xx