Lonely, I could have wrote the above post. I feel for you. I too have sensitive feelers, I read what they show not what they say. Turns out that's a really easy way to tell yourself the wrong thing because we have skewed thinking. We must not think about what ifs about the future, we must think about today, one day at a time. Just relax and let the attachment happen, ( sounds like were being taken over by aliens ) when its time to go...you both will know and it wont hurt like you think it will, because you will be in a different place, or so I read. Keep faith in the process that's all we have huh?