I sometimes feel that my life and kids are destroying me slowly.
I love them all the world. Don't misunderstand me.
I'm a single mum of 2 my son is 10 and my daughter nearly 3.
I work max of 37 hours a week. There dads are not on the scene and never wanted to be.
I give them everything, holidays Disney land, clothes, iPods blackberries what ever they want for birthdays Xmas they pretty much get,
Although my mum and dad gave me all that they could afford I never had this kind of stuff so I try to give it to my kids.
But I feel I fighting a losing battle. My son is so mouthy he can't even do a simple chore,
And my daughter is so demanding I can't even take a wee in peace..
I am actually on the verge of crying right now.
It's really hard to keep my depressing and si relapsing when things get this bad..
I just don't know what to do any more.
I'm sorry I just needed to right this down.
People have it a lot worse then me.