Hey chick,

i'm doing ok. I still haven't gotten over the whole binge and purge thingo. i can't be screwed with the whole restricting thing. It's true though that bingeing and purging doesn't work. I think I've put on some weight or stayed the same. I'm glad that you are feeling much happier. I hope you don't get too hung up on the whole restricting thing because that can be a real nightmare too. I'm so glad for you that you want to be yourself. I want to be myself too, just a better version of myself. It's good dat school is goin good for you because you do sound like a smart chick. I'm doing ok, but still feeling a bit suicidal here and there. I haven't been on this site for ages, I'm sorry I neglected you. I got some jobs as well. I work for Auckland Uni as a research assisstant and in a pharmacy, helping with dispensing. I'm doin ok but my head is still a bit f**ked up. I hope I'll get through all this crap! My parents found out about the whole bulimia thing and my mum gave me so much %#@&#! about it! Dat wasn't cool. I wish that i didn't do the whole vomiting thing because I just feel so horrible afterwards. Anyways, I'm back at uni, trying to learn stuff about drugs. I went to a big as mental health conference in Wellington and learned heaps about all da issues and stuff. That was bloody awesome. How do I get out of feeling like doing damage to myself sweets? How are you getting by? Anyway, I miss the conversation that we did have.

Chow for now,

Love from Sezzie