I relapsed a week ago, I didn't really feel guilty about it either, it's mine that no one can take away.
Things have been okay since then I guess, I don't really have much to complain about in my life.
But lately kids feel a bit out of control but it's normal stuff terrible 2s horrible coming of teens but I just feel so week. I'm smoking loads at the moment and can't wait for glass of wine in the evening.
I just keep feeling for that little itch. That one we all know when everything is so fuzzy in our heads.
I know I have to be strong. I don't want any more scares on my body. I don't want to deal with issues in this way.
I just want calm.
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