Thanks for your reply and kind advice. I tried to write things done a few weeks again and get myself more organized, but just didn't get enough time to carry things out, sometimes when I did have time I kinda feeling tired and drained, couldn't do anything else but sleep, or something that doesn't need much brain cells...

But I found to be able to appreciate what you have is really helpful, and it was I started with today... Tried to feel God's existance and his blessings upon me, and I felt more complete now...

Today was an extreme busy day at work, didn't get time spent on what I'd like to do... I would have been happier if I were having a bit more time for myself... well, I am probably complaining too much... really thankful for listening to me...

Sounds you did manage to turn things around, wish I could do the same. Normally it takes a few days to find feelings back again, but this time it seems taking a lot longer... wondering if it's been accumulating and it finally got to a breaking point... anyway, let's see how it goes tomorrow... I will keep it updated... thanks for caring and it was surely a good way you showed me, thank you...

Best,
Toni

[i] What our mind can conceive and believe, it will achieve.