Thank you! Both of you soo much! It's good to know I'm not the only one who has compulsively picked. I thought I was insane, weird, dirty, and disgusting. My husband hasn't made the connection yet that it's a compulsion or that it's related to self injury. My goal is to stop before he does. I'm scared he'll leave or won't love me or will look down on me or something if he knows the truth.

Thanks again Shezbut and Nemo