Moving might not be so bad Moose. I don't think ot will be once the time comes. You might feel a huge sense of relief, and freedom. That would be a good thing. When I left my husband I was very scared of living by bymelf, and I was scared of how o would make it on my own.

But after I got my own place and realized how free I felt, and safe. I love it, me and my kids are so much better off then we ever were back then.

You'll have a place to call your own, raise your children, and decorate however makesnyou feel happy. It could be a new start.