I'll definitely come with you on Wednesday! When is your appointment? Wed afternoon/evening? (Will you come with me tomorrow morning? )

Beginning is so hard. Personally, I have to focus on just being able to breathe for several minutes after sitting down. What I've tried doing the past couple of weeks
is to plan my first sentence, and time it so it's something I can say on a single breath, and just take a deep breath and let it out. Write the sentence down on an index card if you're not sure you can get it out (that's advice that I've got from a friend in RL, but not yet followed ) o

And it makes perfect sense that you were talking about your feelings about her, rather than about her.