Felt a little shaky this morning.....not that unusual. I could sense that the demon was at the door, trying to get in, but I did my best to ignore him, and this time it actually seems to be working . I want so badly to exercise any control I possibly can to fight him, because despite the way it so often feels, he is an infiltrator....and not actually "me". Sadly at times he appears to be stronger than I am, and gets ahold of the reins, but even when that is happening, my soul still exists.....independent of him. I sure wish I could remember all this when I'm in the grip of his power. Oh what a challenging existence......