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Oct 02, 2012, 07:25 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2012
Location: Charles Town WV
Posts: 190
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Most of my little ones aged preborn to 12 years old have been integrated....is it normal to miss their laughter and chit chat ? It's too quiet....and to be honest I miss them.
I don't miss having to hold them, rock them,and help them through body memory's.
I am growing, healing and getting stronger, I have facial recognition and am aware of my surroundings now...that's been great...before peoples faces and my surroundings did not register in my brain.
I no longer have seizures or severe body pain and full moons don't trigger us anymore.We are getting better with other triggers like certain numbers,and dates on the calender . I never would have thought my System would get so healed; and integration was never an option for my System...we didn't think it could be done. We are climbing out of a deep pit that we had lived in all our lives and we are starting to see light...more than the darkness.
We are going from darkness to light!!! I am so happy,and at peace for the first time in my life. Life is great...living is even greater. I used to be a person who had a pulse and my body and mind were controlled by a bunch of alters....I still have a bunch more to get too....but it's getting easier .
Thank you all here on PC that have listened to me and helped me when I was in need of support. And for letting me just sound off!!! and vent!!!
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When life gets crazy.....love it even more!!
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