shoes is a good idea. I was gonna ask for a backwards hug. my executive function is all screwed up. but kinda in a good way - it doesn't sit around depressed and get in my way so much anymore. it's gonna be weird seeing t after yet another week off, but I seemed to have gotten my energy back this week, coincident with my decreasing the topamax, hmm. anyway, I liked what mkac said yesterday about shame getting in the way of asking for stuff? I am pretty determined not to have to ask for anything. altho I may ask my friend for a ride to my old dr's. or I may give it a shot with one eye, idk yet. people drive with one eye, right? i'll warn ya before I get on the roads!