Thread: getting better....is weird....
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Old Oct 02, 2012, 10:02 AM
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Most of my little ones aged preborn to 12 years old have been integrated....is it normal to miss their laughter and chit chat ? It's too quiet....and to be honest I miss them.
I don't miss having to hold them, rock them,and help them through body memory's.

I am growing, healing and getting stronger, I have facial recognition and am aware of my surroundings now...that's been great...before peoples faces and my surroundings did not register in my brain.

I no longer have seizures or severe body pain and full moons don't trigger us anymore.We are getting better with other triggers like certain numbers,and dates on the calender . I never would have thought my System would get so healed; and integration was never an option for my System...we didn't think it could be done. We are climbing out of a deep pit that we had lived in all our lives and we are starting to see light...more than the darkness.

We are going from darkness to light!!! I am so happy,and at peace for the first time in my life. Life is great...living is even greater. I used to be a person who had a pulse and my body and mind were controlled by a bunch of alters....I still have a bunch more to get too....but it's getting easier .
Thank you all here on PC that have listened to me and helped me when I was in need of support.And for letting me just sound off!!! and vent!!!
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Originally Posted by such is life... View Post
Most of my little ones aged preborn to 12 years old have been integrated....is it normal to miss their laughter and chit chat ?
for some people it is normal and for others it isnt. only your treatment providers and you can say whether this is normal for you..

for me no, I did not miss their chatter, laughter, cries, screams, or any other behaviors. for me it was a welcome relief to be one whole person again who no longer had voices and such making me feel crazy, anxious, and a whole bunch of acting out that I had no control over.
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