the problem with alcohol is that it takes over your personality, your characteristics, mannerisms, emotions etc, it makes you feel like you have no self esteem, no self worth or confidence. and it does this to keep you coming back for more. you can beat this tigerlilly.

you dont need money to get over this addiction, there are charities/government funded projects for those who cant afford to pay for it. or try using the money you would spend on alcohol on therapy instead. turn the situation around.

you are not weak at all, i can see so much strength within you, its just being crushed by the alcohol problem.

please dont feel ashamed, you have nothing to be ashamed of. all these feelings you are currently feeling are natural, they are all the feelings your body and mind are trying to rid itself of, thats why it is showing you them now, so you can deal with it. your true self knows the strength that is required and it knows you have it. please listen to it and fight this thing.

i have all my faith in you tigerlilly, and i will continue to be here for support should you ever want it.

take care and stay strong

simon