It does sound rigid. What if you get sick? Do you get penelized for missing?

I also stress about food. I don't like eating in front of other people. It stresses me out. If I'm eating in front of you, then you know I trust you. I have a lot of trust issues with food. I have a lot of issues with food in general... so I don't think it's dumb to be stressed about making lunch everyday with strangers.