Sorry it will be two weeks and that you are in distress. But being someone else would just mean problems you have not thought of. Everyone has problems. And having them fix you could be disastrous. They would do it wrong. Most of them can't fix themselves. One cannot turn oneself over to another and have anything good happen. The very idea sends chills up and down me. You are the best you you can be (corny but I actually believe it)
You are deserving of help. Everyone is. If it will help, I can repeat this to you every so often for the next two weeks.