i got out and went to craft store here in town and am over the pull to call.i try to think what am i getting out of calling to cancel my appointment .i know my T would call me and ask what is going on i would say nothing i just dont want to come ,sshe would say would you consiter showing up and we can talk about it and i would say yes because i could never tell her no .and i would have that on top of everything else that has made me not want to go so what is going on with that. just scared i guess