We laugh and talk about tv shows and books. I asked her questions and she always answers. She makes me laugh so hard and I feel like we can talk about anything except me and how I really feel.
I haven't told her how bad I am and that I want to not be here anymore. I can't bring myself to tell her. I like going to see her because I feel normal and she makes me laugh so much. Do I have to tell her how I really feel? I don't want her to read in the paper one day or see that I am in hospital thats why I haven't showed up to my appt