I am sorry everyone's hurting. That just sux. I am doing better, but I keep getting these pains of nostalgia. I took this young woman and her 3 year old out to have lunch on the beach. I keep getting emotional, like I'm scared and hurting and sentimental. Like I am clinging to meaningful moments but I want to scream. Inches from tears. I am not thinking seeing the Frau is such a great idea feeling like this...but I WILL go.

Who wants to place bets on me getting teary? ick. f. I do not want to cry dammitalltohell.