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Originally Posted by Passion222
I was wondering if there's something you've done before or during your DX of BP that you most likely will never be able to change? Mine is everytime I was really sad or angry, I'd go get a tattoo that expressed my "moment". Eleven tats later, and I wish I could laser remove them all without taking out a 2nd mortgage
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wow this is a tough one 222 !
do I really want to 'implicate' myself in all the things I so freely supported myself doing even though in reasonable states of mind I would not?
...and what then?....is a reasonable state of mind for me?
I wish I didn't have one to question all my unreasonableness
...also got tattoos to say this and that...I guess the one that said "f.ck you mate"....I had to get that one covered up.
all the people I have bean an a-hole around...mistreated and hurt their feelings ....freaked them out!...made them worry...let them down
I regret that...
and it's damn pride and foolishness that I still try to justify all this...
that I regret also