It seems to me that you are already being proactive just by being here. You can't expect yourself to do the impossible in just a day or a week, or even a month. Give yourself at least 6 months to do impossible things, then take an honest look at how far you've come. You'll be surprised in a good way, I promise. And we'll be here as your cheering section the entire time, so give us a reason to cheer!
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