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Originally Posted by button30
I feel like we can talk about anything except me and how I really feel.
I haven't told her how bad I am and that I want to not be here anymore. I can't bring myself to tell her. I like going to see her because I feel normal and she makes me laugh so much. Do I have to tell her how I really feel? I don't want her to read in the paper one day or see that I am in hospital thats why I haven't showed up to my appt
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button........ if something happened to you & yr T had no clue, she would feel she hadn't done you any good at all. Maybe you could print that original post of yours and give it to her?
It doesn't mean you can't laugh and talk to each other; that's a healthy balance to the hard stuff. Don't worry about that! but laughing, talking, has brought you closer to T, and maybe now is a good time to give her your confidence. hang in there. ((((((((((((((button)))))))))))))))