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Originally Posted by Apteryx
Forgive me for rambling a little more... One thing I don't like, which makes me feel bad about myself in T, is the way I feel like a child - not because of T talking down at me or anything, but because i overreact and don't have enough control of my emotions, and because I get anxious and afraid all the time. Maybe it doesn't matter that I do that. But I don't like it, it makes me worry that T will despise me for not being an adult.
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Mine actually told me today he wished the younger me would show up. He wants me to remove the adult mask and let the messy out. So I'm thinking what you are doing is correct. The answers to our problems lie in those emotions, what brings them about and those are what we need to investigate. Your doing great APT, he has given you no reason to think he despises you either. These are feelings you are projecting onto him.
