I am truly sorry for the turmoil you are going through right now.
Are you seeing a doctor at all, a therapist? Are you on any meds?
Do you have a support system to talk to .. family, friends?
I don't always know what I am doing .. but I do know that I keep on trying. Often that is *all* I can do.
Welcome to PC! Please do not ever feel disgusted by what you are feeling or going through.
PC is a wonderful home that will offer you much support and understanding, if you let it!
Sending you many gentle thoughts ...
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Crying isn't a sign of weakness. It's a sign of having tried too hard to be strong for too long.
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