button........ if something happened to you & yr T had no clue, she would feel she hadn't done you any good at all. Maybe you could print that original post of yours and give it to her?

It doesn't mean you can't laugh and talk to each other; that's a healthy balance to the hard stuff. Don't worry about that! but laughing, talking, has brought you closer to T, and maybe now is a good time to give her your confidence. hang in there. ((((((((((((((button)))))))))))))))