Forgive me for rambling a little more... One thing I don't like, which makes me feel bad about myself in T, is the way I feel like a child - not because of T talking down at me or anything, but because i overreact and don't have enough control of my emotions, and because I get anxious and afraid all the time. Maybe it doesn't matter that I do that. But I don't like it, it makes me worry that T will despise me for not being an adult.