I only regret hurting all the people I did hurt. I hurt physically and mentally my family, friends and even the girl that won't talk to me even though I still love her I regret hurting her probably the most. I regret not getting help sooner as some of you know it took me several years to even recognize I had a problem. So yeah I regret those things but I also learned alot from those things. So I guess they all had to Happen for me to be where I am now.