I didn't want to get up for my classes, wasn't hungry, forced myself to eat, went to class came home ate lunch, went to the store, something triggered my phobia... the i went home calmed down texted my boyfriend, finally after 2 months of planning i had my first phone call with him.(because we're Long distance and his parents are strict). I love him and i can't get his voice out of my head on the downside it's getting close to the 4th which if i was still with my ex would be our 5 month anniversary and thats triggering a lot of different feelings.