it doesn't sound ridiculous, I think alot of people have that fear of failure, hell i've felt that way many times.

Have your tried postive self talk?

Do you suffer from low self essteem at all? sometimes that can be the cause of why you feel like you fail all the time..

did that make sense?

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>