My favorite part of the day - sleep, loss of consciousness. I hate waking up in the morning only to do everything all over again. I was really embarrassed today at work, my male boss asked me where I was for three hours, and I couldn't remember which office room I had been to. I think I have Alzheimers. I wish I could forget what I want to forget. I can't fake having a memory. I can't fake being unable to focus. I can't fake being happy. Oh well. I feel so insignificant. I can't be who anybody else wants me to be, including myself I've starting reading this thread but usually post in the psychotherapy forum. I thought I'd branch out a little