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Originally Posted by Passion222
I'm praying you guys aren't disgusted. I sure am. My past is so mortifying and I always feel like I deserve anything bad that comes to me because I've lived a life of lies.
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Passion, don't worry we are not here to judge you!!
I might not talk a lot here about my past, but I have one. And it isn't very pretty actually. I have done a lot of things I am not proud of, tho I maybe do not regret, I still have remorse--as in I am sorry that it was that way.
I have been an alcoholic, a drug addict, a homeless person, a pan handler. I have been arrested many times. I keep my sex life part to myself ya, but it doesn't not mean I cannot relate or have not been there. I have been violent, mean, cold hearted, vindictive, hurtful...
But I don't talk about it much here, because I have reconciled these things with myself. And I no longer want to feel shame, sorrow, grief... over things I cannot change. I know I have done all I can to be who I want to be now.
So do not worry about us judging you, most of us have pasts, and present even and it is what it is.. human.
