you should call and make an appt. I am sure that your t will understand. yelling and those emotions are normal for therapy. i have no doubt that she is more than willing to talk about it with you, and is just waiting for you to give the signal that its ok. my t usually doesn't make the 1st move, she waits for me, goes at my pace. you sound like you could really use a talk with t, so please contact her!