...now this is a problem for me.
how can I express my emptiness when I'm in the middle of it?
like walking in a desert without a head.....but I need a head to walk?
like laying in a bed without gravity...I need the pressure on my body to prove I'm resting but?
like being stung by 1000 bees and I'm one of them!...I need to be a threat?
like running into traffic but I never left the house!...I need to at least want to be damaged?
like swimming into a giant squid full frontal but I'm just the salty water around the beast!... I need to be anything but liquified?
like being infected with serious toxicity while I'm seriously healthy and immune!... I need to be vulnerable?
not sure I like being so un-touchable..
I kinda hate it
but I still take a peek..