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Originally Posted by Maranara
I know I shouldn't feel this way....it IS getting less over time, but that never-ending, pervading sense of loneliness and abandonment is returning...will never completely leave. Three months this week and it's still with me, wanting to regain control, make me helpless, take over. Sigh.... Sway, I understand.... We'll fight it together. All of us....but encouraging words would be welcome, once again. 
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thats an unfair ammount of time mari...
you sure got some experience with this thing it's obvious...
I'm sorry you
have too.
now listen up!....you are beautiful and you belong in this world and it's just a really complicated one...damn complicated!
I'm alot like you maranara....I go through the same thing.
easily my brain gives up....easily even more easily I get overwhelmed !
just a wink from my heart makes me do things to keep going...

....just keep alert for that little wink from your heart...
sometimes so quick but catch it ok...you can see it...I can see it in you
it's a flash of brilliance.....just enough